Those lost (for victims, family and brave rescuers in recent disasters)

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me alive
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss you but I try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm be bragging next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye Bye Bye Bye) [x3]
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss but I try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'm bragging right next to you (bye)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(bye bye bye bye bye bye) [x3]
(The hardest thing to say bye)
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfathers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I miss you but I try not to cry"
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the world to see your face
And I'll be right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
It's hard to say bye bye bye bye bye bye so come on somebody sang it with me wave your hands up high
This for my peoples who just lost somebody
Said this is for everybody
Just clap your hands to the sky
Cause we will never say bye bye



* For recent victims, family and rescuers of China Earthquake and Myanmar cyclone.

You all are heros!!
We too, felt the lost and pain. Please be strong!!
May God bless you!

'Old Fren' Visits...

Arrrggghhhh!!! My 'oldfren' came again!! This is the 3rd time for this year, if not mistaken. Everything must carry out in slow motion. I really do believe what my mom told me after the 2nd attack. If you rest well and most importantly eat well during your postnatal's confinement, you could realy get rid of all those minor ailment and improve bad health condition.*sigh*

It started with a glass of my long time favorite, Teh si bing!!!, and my gastric pain was 'awaken'. I didnt experience any gastric reoccurence for months after my Daniel's delivery. My 'pui yuet' (confinement lady),my aunt, told me once : "Avoid putting salt in chicken wine soup can 'cure' disposition especially gastric". I dont believe it at that point, but it really proved that i was wrong. Surprise surprise!! More than 22months elapsed and i didnt experience gastric at all!!

So, why am i having gastric again leh?

Gastric : " You suppose to know the answer better!!"

Me : "Ya mey,why hor??"*blinking eyes* *act innocent*

Gastric : " U 'tau gai' (steal chicken=cheating) during your 2nd postnatal confinement la."
"You avoid drinking chicken wine soup as much as possible. Your mother in-law really beh tahan (no longer could stand) and intervene, then only you ask 'pui yuet' to serve you that soup every alternate day, instead of everyday during your 1st confinement "

Me : "Err.. errr.. ehhh.. ehh"

Gastric : "So why are you complaining now? 'Padan muka'

Me : " ...... *speechless*

Indoor bike ride

Hubby traded-in an old bicycle from my sister's girl, Chloe Apple, for a 're-cond' bike (the bike shop owner said so. Re-cond not just for imported car , basikal pun call recond jugak). Actualy we already have one bike at home, but tats for Daniel, and who can suppose kids share their things?? Somemore i always ngam(nag) hubby, "You are "dai zai" (oldest) among ur siblings, so you wont understand how it felts to be the family's 2nd and 3rd or 4th child de la!!" (cos im no. 3 in my family ma) Hubby sure give in de everytime i 'throw' at him this "king"card, muahahahaha!!


So happy!


Riding together (only for my camera)
Behind camera, fight again!! *sigh*

Therefore, ta da!! My cutesy Mika got one bike for himself. No need to fight with gor gor (but in actualy fact, Mika always defeated his gor gor if they into fight, poor Daniel)


See how he get onto his bike. I tried so hard not to LOL! (pardon me for my messy home. U cannot see, U cannot see, U cannot.....*hynotise myself* haha)

Scholatic Books

Just received this package from Daniel's teacher. Books that i ordered through his school earlier on April.

This package cost RM64.00


Six books for him, the other 2 for myself.

I try to keep up bedtime story as often as possible (sometimes really tired after work) cos both them having different sleeping time. Mika is more 'mata ayam' cos he used to sleep early (trained by my sot nanny). He usually couldnt keep his eyes open after 9.30pm.

Daniel on the other hand, realy 'yeh guei' (night ghost-means late sleeps) cos i take care him myself during night time since he was 5mths old (not like Mika by nanny), so he already picked up this bad habit to sleep late. If i stay out of bed, he can keep up his energy till 12am. *sigh*
Plus another 'bonding action' i named it, is, we must hold hands during our sleeps. He will
ask : "Mommy, hold hand pls". If u refuse, then you can prepare whole house stays awake
that nite. *geleng kepala*

Ei.... where am i ar??? (Lost again!!) *blushed*

Tonite, im sure he will bug me with these new books. Hope he will love it la, at least this can distract them from that wicked telly.

My Sugary copycat

Daniel Zyang : "Mommy, i want sweet sweet."
Mommy : "Sweet again ar?"
Daniel Zyang : "Nggg... (begging) i want ar.. Mommy, i want sweet (start bugging), i want sweet.....i want ..."
Mommy : "Ok ok... dont make noise (beh tahan=cant stand his bugging). What's your magic words?" (frowning and pretend impatient)
Daniel Zyang : "Please, thank you!!" (broad grin)
Mommy : "Then?" (Bend down on knees and finger pointing my right side cheek)
Daniel Zyang : "Muacckkk" (smooching my right cheek)
Mommy : (not satisfy, pointing left cheek)
Daniel Zyang : "Muackkss" (doin' the same on left cheek)
Mommy : (still not satisfy, pouting my lips) *evil mommy*
Daniel Zyang : " Muackkss, Mommy i love you (mischievous grin)
Mommy : "..............." (Heart melting)

x . o . x . o . x . o . x

This morning, upon wake up....

Daniel Zyang : "Ka..." (calling his brother while eyes trying adapt sunlight)

Mika Zyuen : " Nggg...." (grumpy and not happy)

Daniel Zyang : " You want go outside?" (outside=living room) (left hand pointing the door direction)

Mika Zyuen : (Nodding)

Daniel Zyang : "Call me first" (demanding)

Mika Zyuen : "Gor gor"

Daniel Zyang : "Come give me kiss" (pointing his right cheek)

Mika Zyuen : (almost stumble walking on bed, reached his gor gor and give him a peck)

Daniel Zyang : "Eeee.. wet wet!! (wiping his face) Give me hug" (demand again)

Mika Zyuen : (did as order)

Daniel Zyang : "Come" (get up, open door and cabut (fled) without waiting for his brother)

Mika Zyuen : (confused???) "Gor gor..." (chasing)

x . o . x . o . x . o . x

Lovely Daniel's Engelishhh...Take 3

These few days, Daniel and I love to play a game on our way to nanny's house.

Mommy : "Bb ar, can you see the car infront us?"

Daniel Zyang : "Which one?"

Mommy : " Neh, this car ar (pointing car infront us), red red color one ah!"

Daniel Zyang : "Ohh, yes ah"

Mommy : " Can you tell what is the .. errr.. plate number?" (not sure whether he understand which one is car's plate numbers)

Daniel Zyang : "Errrr... 8..5..6..8"

Mommy : *Surprised! surprised!* "Wah!!!, my "zai" (=sonny in cantonese) so clever wor!!!" *Clapping hands*

Daniel Zyang : "He he" *smiles + shy*

Mommy : "Then can you tell me what's the alphabets??" (Testing his vocabulary)

Daniel Zyang : (more confident by now & read out loud) "W.. L.. D!!!"

Mommy : (More applauses) "Wah wah!! Aiyo bb, you soooo... clever leh"


* Note : My Daniel is roughly 44mths 1week old as at today (ie 3yrs 8mths)

Conclusion :

Kids nowadays really really outsmart our generation, or at least 'my' generation. I believed i will be clueless if you asked me the same question at that age! Dumb gum gum!! Haha!

Happy Mother's Birthday

Daniel keeps on repeating these words these few days "Mommy, happy birthday" .
Actually he means Happy Mother's Day, I guess he still couldnt tell the different between birthday and mother's day cos my birthday was just 2weeks ago.

Hubby and me went fetch him together today. He walked out from his classroom with this card dangling on his hand. I bended on knees and he handed me the card and says : Mommy, happy birthday" *haha*. And then he hugged me and kisses me on both my cheek and then my lips. How sweet!!


His handiwork. He only fix those colorful stickers
but still doing this for me.. Happy ler!!

Notice his name at the bottom??

I think this is the best mother's day gift i ever received (infact, this is the 1st gift from my kids)

I would like to wish my mom "Happy Mother's Day" too!!

Too all mums,

~~We celebrate you day,
Wishing you a Happy Mother's Day
A toast to all the sacrifices you have made
You're the greatest, enough said.~~

Korean 'Heat' (Hit) ~ Food

I am so into Korean thingy now ( hubby pun sama sama crazy) that i wanted to try their authentic food. So, here we go...(went with hubby la, ofcos)


He said want to treat me for dinner soon after his pay ma, so we gave our precious 1st time to this restaurant => DAOREA. They actually is more on barbeque dishes (at least this is one of the difference between Jap to Korean food, i noticed) but we try something light.



My order : Dwen-jang jjigae (plain rice with soup -soup consists of half crab, boiled soft cucumbers, potatoes, bean curds and taste slightly spicy)



The restaurant


Side dishes (clockwise) : preserved anchovies, preserved cucumber, not sure what is this-taste like pancake, salad fruits, fish kim chi, kim chi, preserved asparagus, vege, preserved seaweed and vinegar bean sprout- mostly too hot for me :P



Hubby order (before)- Dolsot Bibimbab (rice with egg, carrot, crabstick, seaweed in a steaming hot stonebowl)


Mixing the rice and sauce for us.


Hubby order : (after) Actually it taste good eventhough looks yuckie!!


Another order : Dderk-bokgi (consists of sliced fish cake, carrot, egg-very obvious, onion, and rice cake. The boss told me (if not misintepreted his english la) this dish is very popular among korean youngster. Might be me and hubby still lagging behind this era.. haha.. both us doesnt like the taste, too hot for me and the rice cake taste like chinese beh ger.

Actually i like the environment here, staffs are friendly and helpful, service is excellent thou them seems doesnt understand me whenever i raise question, (what is this ar? this leh and this leh?? ~ haha). So, end up we just grinned or smiles at each other.

One thing i wish to highlight here. I noticed eventhough staffs are not Korean ( i intepreted the boss english again, he said they all from Nepal, why? i dun knw wor), they seems have been trained to be very discipline. They all line up on left and right of the entrance getting ready to greet walk in guest, and whenever the boss order them to do something, they will bow and answered "Haik". Then after meal, they will line up again to send you out. U see!! This is what we call good service!! I think i will visit this restaurant again eventhough I not into Korean food (me and hubby also agreed we prefer jap food), i want to try their barbeque dishes.

Ok la, till next time, i share my view here again la!! Wait la then, haha!

Korean 'Heat' (Hit)..

I was all over again for Rain and Song Hye Kio plus Kim Sung Soo. Those Korean guys are realy cute with their small eyes-no double eyelids (mata sepet) keke.. my fond of small eyes (even my hubby and kids all eyes are small).

Perfect Duo ... I love you, Rain!!!

Leng chai s' and leng lui s'

This korean drama was ... errr.. suppose to say 'is' cos it's still the highest rating korean drama in Philiphines and Malaysia. I have watched this drama thrice, twice in chinese translation and once in Korean itself. (hubby watched 4times, he confessed-haha) I prefer in Korean version. Loved them!! I guess im goin to buy another korean drama that i fancied on but missed a few episodes during its was aired on 8TV few years back, My Love Patzzi, starring Jjang Na Ra, Kim RaeWon and Kim Jaewon. Cute guys too!!

Q'se Gift

Cutesy Mini size mirror and photo frame

Lovely Daniel's Engelishhh...Take 2

Day 1
Venue : In our car

Scenario : While drive passing a tennis court in our house compound...

Daniel Zyang : " Mommy, u see.. *excited* pee ple play ball ball." (he is refering to 2 guys playing tennis. To him, if its involve ball, then every sports is play ball)

Mommy : " Baby, they are playing tennis. Not ball ball." *Explaining*

Daniel Zyang : " Ohhh!! (seems got it) They play ten.nis." *he corrects himself*

Mommy : "Yes, clever boy" *smiling*

Day 2
Venue : Playground

Scenario : Walking around playground and tennis court ... and Daniel noticed yesterday that 2 guys playing tennis again.

Daniel Zyang : *swinging my hand and exclaimed* "Mommy, u see.. pee ple playing PENIS again!!!"

Nearly tripped myself,

Mommy : " .................... "(looked around) *blushed*